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Tuesday, January 1, 2013
A new site
I have officially moved my blog to classycammy.tumblr.com or classycammy.blogspot.com
xoxo till then
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Thursday, July 7, 2011
In reply to us
I saw your tumblr. My message for you. xoxo camie
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Saturday, July 2, 2011
Two of the hardest tests in life
Two of the hardest tests in life: The patience to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you’ve waited for nothing.X✿x✿
cami
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011
I am such lover
I am delicate and fragile. I need to be protected and not just training me up to be strong. I am a parasite. I need someone who I can depend on and not just training me to be independent till I dont need you in my days. I am blunt and agressive. I need someone who appreciate my blunt and agressiveness during work. I am constantly in anxiety. I need someone who could calm me down during my stress moment. I am a doubtful. I need someone who can give me assurance. I am a stubborn bitch. I need someone who can just accept how stubborn I am and move on. And if things go wrong, I will crawl up to you like an obedient little kitten and apologise to you the things I have done wrong. I am a dumb and self-centre lover I need someone who can tell me what he wants. I cant guess what you want because I cant read you. I am self-centre but my love is abundance. I show all my love in a period of time and then no love for a moment and then love in abundance again. I need someone who can accept my love epidemiology. I am a moody and emotional person I need someone who can withstand my emotions. I am cranky like a baby due to my stressful environments. I am moody because I do not know how to solve it. I am emotional because I am full of hormones. I am a fairytale person. I need someone who can make my fairytale comes true.X✿x✿
cami
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Little things mean alot
I miss out alot of things in life due to my studies and work. I asked myself each and every time if it worths, I simply cant reach for an answer. I am uncertain of what I want and what I need. However, I am very sure I could not lose every of you(s). I am confused with all the feelings I had. I asked myself that do we love each each because we could not find someone better to love or we simply for no reason just love like Allie and Noah. If so, why do we live under our darkness? Am I the only one who crave for fairytale where it would be just a dream? A very good friend of mine told me this, " Life is always a fairytale, if you believe in it and have someone to make, it's an everyday fairytale for you." I never be able to forget this statement. I begin to ask myself that are we too afraid to let go or we are loving each other too much. You told me that our love has grew to matured love, is this how a matured love like? I am not seeking for puppy love anymore. I need someone who could bring the best out from me.
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my mind
X✿x✿
cami
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Silly
Silly Sally X✿x✿
cami
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Lust
I wanna feel this all over again. X✿x✿
cami
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Sick and tired
X✿x✿
cami Do I not deserve this from you at all?
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Living in darkness
"People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’. It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness. Imagine waking up and there being no color. Walking outside and feeling no wind. Eating a meal and tasting nothing. Holding someone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood. It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave. It’s feeling alone in a room full of people. You feel like there’s no hope left."I am done living in darkness.X✿x✿
cami
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011
sigh
The confused feeling and missing feeling do not match well at all.X✿x✿
cami
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Sunday, May 15, 2011
Lucky and happy
If I had a wish, I wish I could be lucky and happy all over again...
X✿x✿
cami
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Love to see him smile
Within our relationship, we need to understand that it’s not all about fun and games. Sometimes we will go through tough times. Times that will deliberately push us to the limit of our breaking point. It’s not that we don’t want it to happen, it just does. All we can ever do is fight for what we have. Don’t let is slip away this easy because you never know that what you have right now may be the best you’ll ever see. Show them how much worth they have to you, show them you’re not ready to let go, show them you’re not going to let go. Though you may be going through this downhill stage in your relationship, always remember to fight. It’s the effort that counts. Remind them why you love them, remember the times where you were at your happiest. Bring back those memories to where you made them last. The butterflies, the smiles, the love. All you can ever do is prove to them how much you love them. Don’t let go so easily, bring back that joy into your relationship. I know how much you really do love to see them smile. Don’t you miss the way they smiled at you? If so, please don’t let go. This relationship of yours is worth too much to throw away. Make it last. And always remember that you’ll do anything just for a shot of their love.
Hmmmmmm.....
X✿x✿
cami
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Are you ready to love
I wish I could tell you everything...My thoughts, my vague future and my fear...I wish you could accept for who I am now...Cranky and panicky during my working mode, fussy and picky about everything, a very particular person and complains...I wish you could trust me...Have faith in me and feel secured about me...I am very aware and well understood about your choiceBUT are you ready to love me?X✿x✿
cami
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Stressed
I am so busy recently with my thesis write-up. I used to believe that writing up a thesis would be the same as writing any report during my undergrad.
However, it is different! The stress pressure is high. You will get more panick when the deadline is closer as each day passed. Plus, making figures were the worst ever, I can feel my eyes are sore now. It is 5.31AM here and I am still up doing results!
X✿x✿
cami
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Saturday, May 7, 2011
I love this pic
X✿x✿
cami
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I believe in god
Do you see this guy? Alexander Watson. Yes he’s Emma Watson’s brother. But he’s more than that, he is one of my real idols, his past inspires me on how to live my life better. In this picture he may seem to be smiling like any other normal, happy, blessed child but what you don’t know is his past. In actual fact he isn’t completely Emma’s brother, he’s her step brother. He was adopted approximately a year just before Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s stone started filming and originally he was supposed to cast for Draco Malfoy. One day the producers found out about his past and was negligent about casting him, getting worried that if Alexander became famous one day, crazy fans would dig up his past, exposing it and end up embarrassing him. So this is what happened to Alexander, at the age of 3 his biological parents had died in a terrible car accident when they were on their second honeymoon. His biological uncle had been “looking” after him while they were gone, after the terrible tragedy, Alex’s uncle became his respective guardian and was to take care of him until the age of 18. However what the Judge didn’t know was that during the time Alex’s biological parents had been away, Alex was constantly sexually harassed and touched by his uncle. His uncle even made him sit in a dark room with no lights naked and cuffed him to the chair for over 30 hours with no food and only a bowl of rain water. When he became older he started to realise that this wasn’t normal and often tried escaping his uncle. He tried running away to a neighbours house at the age of 5 but his uncle still managed to find him. Alex then became hooked with bad habits such as stealing and hurting other kids. All of these actions were reflected from his uncle’s actions. Then one day he was caught stealing a toy from a store with a couple of his friends in their school uniforms, his school was called and they were all suspended. Alex was then arranged a meeting with the principal of his school and counseling sessions. Alex’s 10th birthday marked the day his life finally became better starting from one of his counseling sessions, he was really upset because his uncle had just abused him the night before and he unconsciously told his councillor. The councillor found this odd and ordered an investigation, it turns out the uncle really had been doing all these horrible things to him but Alex still had the resilience to keep on trying and living. The night before his uncle went to trial Alex prayed to God, he was considering on ending his life earlier than others since he didn’t believe God had given him a fair life. God heard his prayers and the next day God sent a young couple (Emma Watson’s biological parents) to visit Alex, they pitied him and took him in since at the time they were confirmed not able to have babies (but obviously they were blessed and managed to have Emma watson, which was once again God’s work and miracles to her family and all of us). Alex’s biological uncle was sentenced to 30 years. So, all I’m trying to say is that God has a plan for your life. Don’t end it just because you think you can’t do this anymore. You can. Give it to God, give all your troubles to God and he will deal with them, I promise. Trust and have faith in God and good things will come your way. Alexander inspires me to just live life to its fullest and just his story, it means so much to me. It may be “just another story” for you, but for me it’s not. It’s so inspiring and since he’s had such a rough past, it’s amazing how God can just turn that all around.
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Prince charming or dark knight
If you were blair, will you choose your prince charming who will bring you happiness and fairytale or your beloved dark knight who keep you in darkness?
The last episode of gossip girl season 4 will lead me to my answer.
X✿x✿
cami
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Hooked to this
If the hero never comes to you If you need someone you're feeling blue If you're away from love and you're alone If you call your friends and nobody's home You can run away but you can't hide Through a storm and through a lonely night Then I show you there's a destiny The best things in life They're free Chorus: But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone who cares for you If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do If your sky is grey oh let me know There's a place in heaven where we'll go If heaven is a million years away Oh just call me and I make your day When the nights are getting cold and blue When the days are getting hard for you I will always stay here by your side I promise you I'll never hide Repeat chorus What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can doX✿x✿
cami
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Love this!
Awesome or what?X✿x✿
cami
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Tired
“There always comes a point in time when we’re so tired and so full of self-doubts, that we’re no longer sure why we’re fighting for whatever it is we’re fighting for. ”
X✿x✿
cami
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Miley Cyrus
“And I love you more than I did before. And if today I don’t see your face, nothing’s changed, no one can take your place. It gets harder everyday. Say you love me more than you did before, and I’m sorry it’s this way. But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home. And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay.”
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Monday, April 25, 2011
Loving you through distance
Loving you through the phone. The hardest part is always wanting to be with each other. But the only thing that makes it easier, is using every alternative method there is to be together. Phone, webcamming, etc. Settling for what we have at the moment pays off in the end though. It’s a test. Seeing how much we really want to be together. Whether we want to enough, to be patient and deal with all the bullshit that happens before the next time we see each other, or finding out that it was all just a waste of time and effort. I don’t want it to be a waste of time. I don’t think you do either. But until then, I’ll be happy with what we can have right now. Because a little bit of something is better than a whole lot of nothing. And a little bit of something means a whole lot of everything if it’s with you.
X✿x✿
cami
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four things
Never break four things in life: Promises, Trust, Hearts and Relations.I am half way there already.X✿x✿
cami
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
right state of mind
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Saturday, April 16, 2011
Whoah!
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Troubles
A puff to release all troubles.X✿x✿
cami
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I want to feel this all over again
X✿x✿
cami
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Tired
If you ever ask me if I did my best, I believe I do.X✿x✿
cami
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
Near him
The instant feeling when you are near him.. .. X✿x✿
cami
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cannot explain
X✿x✿
cami
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Why didnt I know this place?
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Apple
X✿x✿
cami
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Thursday, April 7, 2011
Everything happens for a reason
X✿x✿
cami
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Please reach me
I am not hard to reach.You can call, you can text, you can whatever,because I always have all my time for you.X✿x✿
cami
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Gut feeling
“No matter how high the stakes, sooner or later you’re just gonna have to go with your gut. And maybe, just maybe, that’ll take you right where you were supposed to be."X✿x✿
cami
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I cant figure out
X✿x✿
cami
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The lucky one
He was a wonderful man. And when a man is that special, you know it sooner than you think possible. You recognize it instinctively, and you’re certain that no matter what happens, there will never be another one like him.
— Nicholas Sparks, The Lucky One
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Make it happen
I want to make it happen. Do you?X✿x✿
cami
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Angry poeple are not always wise
Angry people are not always wise.
So calm down and think then act.
X✿x✿
cami
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People
It’s not the person you are with but the person you become when you are with that person. Certain people bring out your best self. That’s who you need to find. A man who brings out your best self .
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Idiots
Idiots. I met a few today (and almost everyday).X✿x✿
cami
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Afraid
I’m afraid of time…I mean, I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of the quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time. I’m afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.X✿x✿
cami
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Saturday, April 2, 2011
Warmth and joy
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness David Weatherford (via julie911)X✿x✿
cami
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Monday, March 28, 2011
Bring us back together
X✿x✿
cami
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legs on your laps
It is conceivable that in two months time, I will be hanging my legs on your laps. X✿x✿
cami
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reasons
There are no answers for every reasonsX✿x✿
cami
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Be thankful
X✿x✿
cami
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You know what you want
”Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition where no one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself and know what you want.” (Source: eletheowl)
I wish you want me still.
X✿x✿
cami
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
one feeling two hearts
X✿x✿
cami
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4 legs starfish
This is a special starfish which has 4 legs. X✿x✿
cami
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Thoughts
Yes, you always have this special place in my heart baby. Maybe this is mitchie. Haha. The most funny cat! This is a brilliant idea for dessert, dont you reckon? No matter how hard I try, distance is always my pit fall. X✿x✿
cami
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Saturday, March 26, 2011
Laduree
I will fly to Paris just to have this... ...This is how desperate I am to have a taste of this incredible macaroons stated by others...X✿x✿
cami
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Friday, March 25, 2011
Trust
So true....
X✿x✿
cami
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Strongly true
X✿x✿
cami
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Monday, March 21, 2011
To all couples
X✿x✿
cami
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Take my hand and we could run away
X✿x✿
cami
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
scared
I’m scared. I’m scared I am going to lose you. Scared your going to fall in love with someone else. Scared that we’re going to change and become different people. I’m scared of so many things when I am with you. But I cant help it. I don’t care if we’re too young, and I don’t care if we’re at different points in our lives. All I know is that I love you too much already, and for once I can honestly say I’m happy.
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