Time flies when we are having good time, especially during the period of xmas and new year. Sometime I do not wish to take this path if I have given myself more choices. That’s the mistake I made.

While I am on the plane, the last thought in my mind before I sleep was: how I wish BD was beside me now? The worst thing happen during my sleep was that I woke up in the middle of my sleep just to search for him, searching for his presence and his warmth. At times, I just realize I could not have the best of both of worlds.

Well, cammie, wake up! The good time is over. You are back to reality to where you belong to now. Like what BD said to me, we have to let the days go by and wake up from my fairytale.