I have been working late and hard in the laboratory with Sean. This made me weary and exhausted. But I felt it is all worth it. For a moment, I enjoyed my project. I am indeed intrigued to find out what happen and the results. This is really a big change in me. Hmmm.

Whenever I was given a hard task, I will totally freaked out and seeked Sean for help. And he will say, "just do it and I will fix it for you if you did wrongly."

Whenever I was given an assignment, I will be anxious about the content and seeked Sean for help. And he will say, "Do it, send it to me and I will fix it for you. Don't worry."

Each and everytime I heard him said that I totally felt "Awwwww!"

Despite him busy writing paper, he forked out time to go through my presentation slides with me for consecutive 3 days.


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camie

So.........basically I am about to done for this semester.
This semester is a horror as well as terrible. I do hope I am doing well which I am far from that.
I really do not want to care about my results and just do my best.

Everyone has expectation on me. I do not understand. Sometimes I just want to be myself and not to live up to their expectation. But I cant do it. I just have this need to please others.