This day was a horrible day for me in the lab.
I cried again.
Again for my supervisors.
I could not simply understand if the reason being they have high expectation of me or something else.
I still could remember that HATER commented that I cried because I do not understand about my project/lab work and I am only good in my studies. Well, to be honest, I do understand everything I am doing but because I am good, people tend to have a high standard there. So perhaps you might want to rephrase your naive and one-sided thinking.
There, they critisized me again.
Reason being they want me to be the best or better. They do not want me to be just good. Good is not enough for them.
They see something in me. They want that something to show up from me.
I know I can do this once again.
MR, I think I owe you a few words:
I did so much better than your pet student.
What did I get in the end?
Nothing.
What did you get from me in the end?
Clones of what you want.
What did you get from your pet student in the end?
Nothing. It is the same clones.
What did you choose in the end?
Your pet student (blindly, I would say).
X✿x✿
camie
