All of a sudden, I am lost in what I am doing.
I don't know what's my purpose.
I focus on the nonsense than my real work.
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Monetary problem is definitely a huge blow.
That was the first time I freaked out.
I simply dont comprehend why the rate is so high and strong.
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I feel everyone in my family is weird.
I talked to them.
But just lost the bond I used to have.
Instead, I am moving my bond to a new family.
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I have been preparing for this moment to come.
The moment where I could look into the eyes of those shallow people,
telling them that they misjudged me completely.
However, right now,
I lost the focus.
I am not proud to where I belong.
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I cant wait to end this.
I am anticipated to end right now (at this moment).
i.l.u.m.t.a
camie