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Thursday, December 30, 2010
Go on with life
The key to forgiveness is not to forgive the other person, it’s to clean you of hate, so you can go on with life.
-Brianna Rouzan-
X✿x✿
camie
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Plan B
As saying goes, "The most successful people are those who are good at plan B."
I wish I have the guts to tell you this.
X✿x✿
camie
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Tell me which road
If you walk away, I’ll walk away. But first tell me which road to take; I don’t want to risk our paths crossing someday |
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2010
We looked forward to 2010 since we were younger to watch us to be together.
Right now, we are watching us to fall. and to end this.
X✿x✿
camie
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Monday, December 27, 2010
Alone
".....When you become more aware of the silence,
and it is during this moment that you realise how alone you are."
X✿x✿
camie
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Fairytale of life
 Life is not a fairytale anymore. X✿x✿camie |
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I kept them in my heart
There are so many things I wish I could say to you, and I plan in my head exactly how I’m going to say them. But as soon as I look at you… I realize I can’t.
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The absence
"Love begins to be incompleteness in absence."
Edmond de Goncourt (1822-96) and Jules de Goncourt (1830-70)
X✿x✿
camie |
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Sunday, December 19, 2010
One person
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
It says it all
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Different
Source: tkaychui"What’s written on my face is a different story than what’s written in my heart."Is this how you feel? |
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Moves
 This is how I feel on every weekends.Not sure if you know. |
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Be YOU
 I wish I could tell you this straight to your face. |
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Holding on to the pain
"We’re holding on to the pain because it’s all we have left, but we don’t have to. We have a choice."
-Chuck B.-
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Friday, December 17, 2010
I pray
Some pray to remember, some pray to forget.That's how I am now.
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Home
5 more days left to home.
The feelings of looking forward to go home are always good.
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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
I cannot bear to admit
Sometimes we know the answers to our questions yet we still ask.Why?Its because the answers we know are the answers we cannot bear to admit.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
In love with you
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We are not perfect
Dear fellow girls: Boys are not going to run to your house at 3am with flowers. They aren’t going to scream that they love you down the hallway. They aren’t always going to randomly text you to tell you how beautiful you are. They probably aren’t going to sing and dance with you in the rain. Yes, they cheat and lie, some of them. But so do girls. STOP setting these high fucking expectations and get over the fact that they’re not perfect, and neither are you.
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Note to self
Note to self:
 And KILL your love ones too. . . |
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Monday, December 13, 2010
Bad sleep
 When is the last time you had a bad sleep?Mine?Just yesterday. |
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
Giving thanks to K
 Thanks buncha for this lovely moccasins, K.(I know I haven't been myself lately.)You know how I adore Xmas (always).You will always be my lovely and beloved sista.Don't give up the Xmas spirits, everyone!X✿x✿
camie |
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I wish to tell you
 Picture tells a thousand word.I wish I could look at your eyes and tell you that,"it was hard work to keep a good relationship work for such a long time. The fact that we’ve come so far together in that business shows how important we are to each other."X✿x✿
camie |
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I feel this way
 Sad but true.by enoughguilt.X✿x✿
camie |
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All I want is just I love you too
“I love you, TOO” has a greater impact on the human heart. Anybody can get an “I love you”, but fewer can get an “I love you, TOO”.
Sometimes I wonder did you say it out of habit or you really meant itBecause you don't always say that anymore.X✿x✿
camie |
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You want to tell me this
OH, YOU'RE SO PRETTY.
BUT YOUR PERSONALITY KILLED IT.
(I guess you have been wanting to tell me this before.)X✿x✿
camie
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Escape
"A man has only one escape from his old self:
to see a different self in the mirror of some woman’s eyes."
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School dont teach you these
I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.
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I dont love you
 This is for you, my dear friend.You know who you are.
And.
You know you miss me.X✿x✿
camie |
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SMILE
 SMILEnobody falls in love with a frownX✿x✿
camie |
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
Never ending process
Why is it that when you finally feel like you’re letting go, that person somehow pops back into your life? Whether it’s a photo, a text, memories, or even a personal conversation, all those feelings you once had come back. It’s a never ending process that i guess you never really let go of.
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Sorry that I love you
"I am sorry for being the one that taught you how to cry."
X✿x✿
camie
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Unexpected events
You know what’s funny? I’ve grown so close to people I thought I would never talk to. But, I’ve drifted away from people who I thought I would be together forever. Life is stitched up of unexpected events.
-ilovenur-
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camie |
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yesitis
You once asked me, "if it is really difficult for me to accept that you are happy now."
I wish I have the courage to tell you that, "Yes it is."
The reason is, "It is diffcult to accept that I am no longer the one who I can make you happy."(I just wanna type this out while I am still "drunk" with the wines from yesterday lunch)X✿x✿
camie
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Choose
There are some words that I choose to keep them to myself.There are some feelings that I choose to keep them to myself too.Maybe, just maybe, I hope those awful feelings will just fade away.And really maybe, I hope I can tell you everything like I used to.X✿x✿
camie
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Pretend feelings
Pretending that feelings arent there doesnt make them go away.X✿x✿
camie
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Friday, December 10, 2010
It's true
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My boy
I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.
But, how long will he be mine, I wonder?
X✿x✿
camie
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Something....
 Something such as spending your weekends with me instead. *immense sour feeling*X✿x✿
camie
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You don't love her
 When I sense that you are out with her, I always tell myself these.X✿x✿
camie |
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
Grenade
My cursor halted for 10 seconds before I click download.I bring myself to listen to Grenade."take take take it all........Yes, I will die for you baby but you wont do the same...."X✿x✿
camie
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Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Thanks baby
It makes me feel eased with your words and your assurance.I hope I can do the same for you :*)X✿x✿
camie
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eat sashimi
From now on, I want to learn to eat sashimi.X✿x✿
camie
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Change
I am crying again.
Most of the times, I sit at home and remember the old times. I laugh by myself with a ridiculous smile. Then I have that one tear (maybe alot) run down my cheek cause all of it changed.
I just wish I have a courage to tell you how I am feeling now.
I wish I am that only girl you protect.
I cant share my knight.
X✿x✿
camie
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J
It really upset me that you are keeping J away from me.
It really upset me that how you can go to the extend to protect someone else other than me.
X✿x✿
camie
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Secrets
We wanted to tell each other all our secrets, but we became one of them instead. X✿x✿
camie
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Did you honestly think....
 Honestly? I don't know.
But I hope he'd want me.
X✿x✿
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Morning
I am elated to hear your voice this morning ;-)
X✿x✿
camie
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I wish I have the courage...
I wish I have the courage to tell you that I loathe eating dinner alone.I wish you have the courage to tell me that you are eating Popeye with J.I wish I have the courage to tell you the sour feeling made me sleepless.(So listening to "I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you" to put me to sleep.)X✿x✿
camie
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Crying is what I need
 Sometimes, when you learnt about the truth, a shoulder to cry on is what you need.But sometimes, you just have to cry alone and don't talk about them.X✿x✿
camie |
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Monday, December 6, 2010
19D to Christmas
 (I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you ♥) X✿x✿
camie |
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Stay strong
I don't feel like I am strong enough.X✿x✿
camie
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Sunday, December 5, 2010
Back resemblance of you
 Sometimes I will take a second glance,hoping it is you.X✿x✿
camie |
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