I miss out alot of things in life due to my studies and work.
I asked myself each and every time if it worths, I simply cant reach for an answer.
I am uncertain of what I want and what I need.
However, I am very sure I could not lose every of you(s).
I am confused with all the feelings I had.
I asked myself that do we love each each because we could not find someone better to love or we simply for no reason just love like Allie and Noah.
If so, why do we live under our darkness?
Am I the only one who crave for fairytale where it would be just a dream?
A very good friend of mine told me this, "
Life is always a fairytale, if you believe in it and have someone to make, it's an everyday fairytale for you."
I never be able to forget this statement. I begin to ask myself that are we too afraid to let go or we are loving each other too much.
You told me that our love has grew to matured love,
is this how a matured love like?
I am not seeking for puppy love anymore.
I need someone who could bring the best out from me.
