Happy 5 years and 1 month to us! Another fivey that is not spend together. However, I know that February will be the month that we will make this day meaningful like we always do. I love you, cupcake.

Well, I would like to make this day as my reflection day.

Yes, I know I may not seem that perfect as I seem to be. However, I am trying hard to correct the bad characteristics that you mentioned. I want to be like you, to fit myself into your shoes so that I can learn to see your point of views rather than mine. I know I can do it. I just have to make this an action by finding the correct method to show it to you.

After all these years, I know that all the decisions/actions that you are making now are mostly solely based on me. Judging from the things you always buy for yourself, the daily tasks in your schedule, the hurtful and nasty remarks that I said and the thoughts in your mind.

In return, I will make my day your day. Like I said, I never wish for

anything much. I just wanna make you proud of me. It’s so simple yet complicated. I never thought I would go that far and there’s no turning back.

I miss those period of good time:

This is the life that I craved for;

simple, elegant, yet difficult

I simply love those kisses and loves that you have showered me

Goshy! Our favourite ice wine ever.

Without peaches and apple crumble,

it still tastes nice.