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Saturday, February 27, 2010
2 days without YOU is a nightmare
I am fathomless in expressing my appreciation to you. I had this speech which I had reharsed many many times in my brain. But I just could not speak it out when I met you for the last day. Looking at the clock, ticking faster each time as the minute hand goes by, my mind went blank and only tears filled in my eyes.Being in a LDR with you worked for both of us during my attachment period but not my undergradute periods. I understand fully that it is very difficult for both of us. We both wanted to be there for each other when one has a crisis. But I do hope that we can stay strong (especially for me) and hold each other tight.For the past few weeks, I enjoyed every moments with you. Be it at your room rotting or bathing M, it made me felt that those presences were enough. You are right that I always do not appreciate things when I had it and I only want things that I do not have it. I know it is kind of bad to a certain extent. Oh well, maybe that's part of my characteristic that makes me determined and persistent.You still rmb that day at smoochies bristo? I had a crazy night out with you. Yes, it was a casual fine dining place. However, matter of factly, I enjoyed the times we shared. And THE CHOCOLATE LAVA (will update on fb) was totally AWESOME!!!!! The chocoloate liquid in the cake will ooze out (not kidding)!!Apart from that, I totally miss the crazy side of me. That's how I am when I am in secondary school. I always gone completely wacker. Lolx. But studies and important exams just tied me down. I hope I can be like this always.To BD, if you are reading this, I would like to drop this message to you. I know that everything you did have taken consideration of me. Your work progressing slowly is because of me. Yes, I am dominating and have my own thinking. But, as saying goes, "behind every successful man, there is a wise woman". Truly, I just want to THAT WOMAN OF YOURS. I have faith in whatever path you chose and made. AND Yes, I am naive last time to stop you from doing what you like and I totally owe you an apology. So I hereby wishing you all the best in your future endeavours. *chuckle* I'll be very competitive with you if you are ahead of me. Lolx. I am kidding. I will only do that when we are playing monopoly as this create more fun.Lastly, while typing all these, I took out Francis to cry on. The first and the last time I wore this in SYD was the time you came to visit me. Other than that, it will be kept as it is my precious. I know it sounded silly but you cant stop me *giggle*You know I love you.
x.o.x.o Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ x.o.x.o
yours cammie
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